Its been like what? Several weeks, if not a month, without a single entry added to the previous posts? My apologies euphie.. I got caught up in life's drama and work's pressure and umm, office politics (?!).
Life is such a complexity. You try to understand. I mean you want to understand why this is so and so. you want to search for all the answers. You want to have the answers. Didnt they say an inquisitive mind will go the distance? Then why am i still here? (somehow the connection aint here. disregard last line. hehe)
You go on with life, facing every challenge it throws your way, hiding now and then when the going gets too much to handle. You tip your chin high, hoping that by being strong and by being fierce, fate would come scared thus not giving you any more obstacles to block your way.
And yet, fate mocks you. Isn't that just neat? I dont sound bitter at all, do i? hehe
Dont get me wrong, I understand the challenges-and-problems-make-you-stronger effect and I strongly believe in that. There are just times when it wears you out and you get lost, confused and by the time you know it, you cant find your way back to that safe solace you once had.
You live your life in hopes of finding the answers, the reasons and the lessons to everything going, on real quick. Hoping it could finally let go of the confusion and the pain, hoping that you could finally be set free.
But at one point, you learn that the answers dont come easy and they dont come quick.
Sometimes, there are lessons you have yet to learn before you get them.
Other times, the answers are already there but we're either too busy and preoccupied to notice. Truth be told, most often than not, the answers are already there, with you.
The problem is, you dont like the answers and you find it hard to accept.
What happens then?
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